JQ's blog thingy

Tired out

2009-07-26T21:35:00.002+08:00

Ns is just draining my energy away. Lazy to post, lazy to fix my stuff, lazy to finish what I have not completed.

-_-

2009-06-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

Pop stands for passing out parade. How many time must ppl ask meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

And yes its over since u all ask me so late.

POP SOOONNNNNNNNNN

2009-05-31T16:43:00.000+08:00

Yay pop on 10th june wednesday

Who want to come just leave message on cbox. Wee

Army time

2009-04-14T01:07:00.003+08:00

Its time to enlist in the army so here is a list to remind me what I need to do when I get back.

Study, play AO.
Pay PY for CY's bag, pay LQ $10 too.
Check for episodes 3 & 4 of K-On & FMA.
Study some more

Ok so its time to enter the army and I won't be around for 2-3 weeks. No gaming, no going out with fwens <3, class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">cbox. Awesome.

Looking forward to army but not looking forward to studying during army period for A lvls. Its going to be fucking difficult and irritating to study at the same time. I hope army is going to be fun, by that I mean I don't get shitty ppl in same the company, platoon and/or bunk.

Well, at least I should get more muscles when I come out. That's something good at least. :)

OMGWTFBBQQBQBQBQBQ

2009-03-31T01:13:00.002+08:00

Carrying the bike is more tiring than actually cycling says:
I BET U LIKE HER JUST BECAUSE SHE FLASH HER CHICK PANTIES
isaac - half dead. finally back home x_x says:
THEN SLEEP I THINK
Carrying the bike is more tiring than actually cycling says:
SLEEP THINK OF WHAT?
isaac - half dead. finally back home x_x says:
CHICK PANTIES

He dumped Jasmine tye just for this. Salute!

*chick panties are from the movie: Detroit Metal City which can suck balls.

In other news, watch DMC's anime. Its way superior.

Denial

2009-03-15T00:51:00.003+08:00

Denial is a defense mechanism in which a person is faced with a fact that is too painful to accept and rejects it instead, insisting that it is not true despite what may be overwhelming evidence. The subject may deny the reality of the unpleasant fact altogether, admit the fact but deny its seriousness or admit both the fact and seriousness but deny responsibility.

The theory of denial was first researched seriously by Anna Freud. She classified denial as a mechanism of the immature mind, because it conflicts with the ability to learn from and cope with reality.

I'm not making another fucking long post so I would just take 1 paragraph from the website while the rest can be read on your own at the link below.

Types of Denial
Denial of fact: This form of denial is where someone avoids a fact by lying. This lying can take the form of an outright falsehood (commission), leaving out certain details in order to tailor a story (omission), or by falsely agreeing to something (assent, also referred to as "yesing" behavior). Someone who is in denial of fact is typically using lies in order to avoid facts that they think may be potentially painful to themselves or others.

http://encyclopedia.thefreedictionary.com/denial

So basically, thats all to it. I kind of delayed this post for a fucking long time because I bookedmarked the webpage and kind of forgotten about it until now. I don't exactly remember the details of why I wanted to blog about this but I hope the message gets out to whomever I intended it to be for and also to those who feel that this message applies to them or may help them.

For once I have a post that is not directed at myself but at others whom I feel should be reading this. Hopefully I can stop looking at the faults of myself and others and instead see the good in all.

First things first

2009-03-12T14:44:00.005+08:00

A lvl results came back and I hadn't done so good. Okay, its actually really crappy grades.

General Paper : E
H1 Economics : B
H2 Maths : E
H2 Chemistry : D
H2 Physics: C

So basically to those who don't know how to interpret the grading system, this results mean I am qualified to be a road sweeper and have a < 30% chance of getting into a Uni or maybe much lesser.

By fooling around and not really putting effort into studying last year, I have basically screwed up my year of 2009. First of all I still need to go into the army, apply for uni courses which probably will not accept me so easily and I still have a high chance I need to retake my A levels during NS too.

At first I thought it wouldn't be so bad this year but then I realised I have already screwed up my army career, my EXTREMELY SHORT relaxation time when I'm in the army and a long term goal which has come so close to me recently but I still need to throw it away, if I still needed to retake my A levels.
Reason for screwing up army career: If I do need to study for A levels, I will have to ask my supervisor to put me to those slack vocations so that I would have time to study, this will make me ineligible for Officer Cadet School or other good vocations. THISFUCKINGSUCKS

I don't really know what to do about this goal of mine anymore. My goal would be impossible to pursue during my NS life + a probable A lvl retake. Maybe in the future I might look back and tell myself "it was good to have waited, for you have gotten something better by waiting" But then I wouldn't know if that might happen in the future and this makes me feel so fed up and quite at a loss regarding this goal. I probably would have taken a step forward in the near future if I actually did better for my A levels, but now I have to force myself to stop and it really sucks.

Lets see

2009-02-26T21:15:00.002+08:00

I have been doing so much crap this month, I don't really know where to start. Lets see, I'm working now 8 hrs a day, I baked my first cake/cookie/stone tablet with friends (andrew & yu xian) and I can't remember stuff anymore.

Office work is horribly boring, all I do is photocopy passports, type numbers in the computer, raid the pantry for coffee and water and an occasional 2 min nap. I can't even tell what I like about this work other than the free coffee.

Hence I have a new motto and that is to not get fired as I seem very lazy to the other workers. This should be mainly because I take long toilet breaks, am burden on their coffee reserves and finish my work so fast that whenever people walk past my desk, I'm usually idling.

So um, when is it actually going to be my turn?
Or am I going to be last?

A day at work

2009-02-23T20:13:00.003+08:00

"Eh outside got heavy showers!"

"Oh, Michael phelps what"

Yet another HD failure

2009-02-10T23:14:00.001+08:00

-_- There goes nearly all my songs, movies, games and anime. Massive download time again soon.

Sometimes I feel like punishing myself

2009-02-04T01:02:00.004+08:00

So many things I ought to do and I haven't done a single thing. I remember I told myself to be more hardworking and truth to be told, I'm still a bum drifting in school. Doing a proper calculation, I have probably only studied for a total of 7 days, 168 hours this year alone. I wonder how do other people study so consistently when its all probably a waste, but then that's how I view studying consistently.

I can't even find the reason to care about myself and yet I'm angry with myself for not being able to care about other things. I should get stuff done soon and stop only thinking about them. Maybe I should actually stop waiting for opportunities to come and make them myself instead, so many times wasted these opportunities. Fuck me.

Oh and LQ since you got the donut question right, you may pick anything for me to blog about. :)

Emo time is now

2009-02-03T01:28:00.004+08:00

I have seen so many events unfolding around me, friends of mine have gotten what they want, this is because they have worked for it. Yet, I am unhappy that I had not achieved what I wanted. Maybe I should'nt feel this way, especially when I hadn't really worked hard for it, let alone even start trying to. Maybe its because of a feeling that I have that it would not succeed? Maybe thats how I have failed.

I see yet another friend who is trying his best, yet I thought nothing much of it. Now that I think about it, he should be thinking I suck. Ah well, I really do have to get started if not I'll be some old faggot soon.

I wrote this quite a long time ago when I was really feeling down and I stumbled upon it today, so I decided that I might as well post it up.

Omedeto Gozaimas Choon yee

2009-01-29T02:58:00.001+08:00

Congratulations

This is a bet we made in 2007 and it has been fufilled in 2009. You owe us a treat.

A new reason to actually tag

2009-01-24T22:25:00.004+08:00

1. How can 5 people divide 5 donuts so that each gets one donut and have one donut left on the plate?

Everyone must eat one donut each

Correct answers decide what I should blog next whether I like it or not.

LQ: 1 of them is a pregnant woman that why got 5, she eat 1 donut = for 2 person so got one left =x

yay i accept this.

Actually it was just that 4 people eat a donut each hence 1 donut is left, then the 5th person eats the last donut and hence everyone has eaten 1 donut each.

Every episode of

2009-01-24T03:04:00.002+08:00

Toradora just gets better and better. Fucking awesome series.

Pre-Cny

2009-01-23T02:34:00.003+08:00

Okay, I'm sort of out of a job since there seems to be no more flyers to give out and they don't have a permanent position for me.

So, I'm just staying at home and rotting and wasting my time. Might find a new job, might not. Nothing to blog about except just to tell you all that I haven't forgotten about this blog.

Oh come on, you just have to be kidding right? So blind I was, took me long enough to figure out truly what that was, nothing at all!

CY blog quiz

2009-01-12T00:07:00.008+08:00

What Animal are You?

Hyena

You are a hyena. You have great stamina and work well together with others. You usually vocalize your thoughts and feelings, and are very intelligent. You're bold and tend to go with the flow, fearlessly wondering what's ahead.

Click Here to Take This Quiz
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- Because I'm bored

Hey I'm giving out flyers at raffles place, outside the MRT station surface level. 12pm-2.30pm on nearly all weekdays. Message if you happen to be nearby and want to visit, cause trouble or whatever. Please come and take as many as you can and pass them to your relatives who might be interested. The shop I'm working for does both buying and selling. :) Come take my flyer if you want to know more

Before I forget

2009-01-07T23:39:00.007+08:00

I shall put down all the quotes flying around in my head.

Putting up different faces around people, thats what makes you really human.

Christianity has the holy trinity just as Singapore has the Father, the Son, and the Holy Goh

Happy new year

2009-01-02T01:35:00.009+08:00

Bye 2008, hello 2009

So there goes 2008, there were some memorable stuff and some other stuff that's better off forgotten. Yay, I actually failed to achieve my goals again for the 4th year in a row. -_-
I wonder if 2009 is going to be better, it better be.

Stuff in 2008 worth mentioning:
Finally out of Innova, really hate that school but not the people. So bloody far, sucky management and FOOD NOT WORTH MENTIONING AT ALL, maybe except for that noodle stall.

I'm awesome.

and many more others, too lazy to list though.

Bad stuff of 2008
Watched someone turn homosexual(probably)
I blame the men who give guys a bad name

Nothing much else. I think

So it was that smile all along, now that I think about it, it really was just that smile. It brightens up my mood and yet crashes my mood. Like a bird, it can't be caged lest it loses its freedom, set free and it may hurt itself. So damn hard to get and yet so easy. I fucking fail, can't even start something so simple. I can't believe I lost against time, while some unexpected people didn't but then again, its not something to hate them for but to wish them luck.

2008-12-22T10:55:00.001+08:00

I got lazy so I didn't post. See you all next year then :)

Update on my holidays

2008-12-19T00:36:00.009+08:00

Warning: This post has unknowingly grown to a larger length than usual due to side tracking and long winded-ness. Apologies to you people who can't stand long posts, besides WHEN HAVE MY POSTS EVER BEEN SHORT?

This holiday should be 1 of the longest I ever had, its going to end on 14th April when I go into the Army. Then during the Christmas season I will be going to Malaysia as usual to spend my Christmas visiting relatives from the 22nd to the 30th of December 2008. I will NOT buy stuff for you people as USUAL :)

Current run down of my schedule and when you people can expect me to be free or not, hold JQ IS OUT OF SINGAPORE PARTIES, outings which don't involve me, field soccer which I will miss. Fuck :( Always go on wrong dates.
Free dates
1) Today 19 December until 21st December.
2) After 30th when I come back from Malaysia.
So basically that makes me only free on the 1st of Jan onwards. Looking for work so probably still might not be very free. So basically that's the rundown for my current holidays.

So far I have been rotting away for so long in front of the computer that I think that my eyes will start complaining if they could. Been surfing YouTube, ED , a few rage threads in /b/, playing games, watching anime, etc. Standard rotting activities
Games played: Fallout 3, Far Cry 2,Dead Space.
Playing: Stalker: Clear sky, Stalker: Shadow of Chernobyl, Dungeon runners
Animes following (After A levels): Kannagi, To Aru Majutsu no Index, Toradora, Hyakko
Animes followed (Before A levels): Code Geass season 2, Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Anime Movies: The girl who leapt through time (Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo) , 5 Centimetres per second

The first movie was pretty awesome, its awesome because it nearly moved me to tears. This kind of things rarely happen to me because I'm pretty awesome. =) Anyway seriously speaking its not really easy to get me moved. The movie itself is not really those kind of generalised and stereotyped anime movies where you get super cliched love stories, plot holes and generally kiddy stories. This one is special, nice and it also redirects your focus towards things in life you take for granted and need to treasure, Time. Watch it, its definitely worth your time. Available to order from me, only burnt on DVDS. Cheap, 500 dollahs only.

I'm not really going to blog that descent into /b/ YET because I got probably better stuff to blog than that and besides, just reading ED (link above) will suffice.

So here starts the PROPER blog post. I'm a long winded blogger, somehow posts always end up longer than I expect them to be. I have been watching anime, gaming, surfing the internet, reading articles & threads, gathering information for my so called "human behaviour studies" which I think is going to be a lifelong research project of mine which I will not apply effectively to my life until I stop being a fag and wake up. During all of that I have rather raged a whole lot, mainly because I somehow find myself on the losing end, HOPEFULLY THAT'S JUST WHAT I THINK AND ITS NOT WHAT IT REALLY IS, sometimes I think I try too fucking hard to get what I want. Then when I tell myself that, I decide to relax my actions, plans, ideals and what happens next? The best chance/opportunity/time crawls past me so slowly and yet I cannot catch up and grab it, either that or I get a mind block and forget what I wanted to do.

I was just laughing at another person's fuck-up not too long ago and then I realised one thing. My school life is probably near its end, at most few more years of UNI and poof then I'm chucked into the working world. Its nearly all gone and yet that person I laughed at probably has a long road ahead of him to commit more fuck-ups. That makes me want to rage, I haven't really been living my school life to the fullest, always cruising through slacking and rotting infront of the computer, not really giving my fullest to anything, just gaming, gaming and gaming.

Speaking of which, I talked about how we should all treasure "Time". My youth days are soon running out. FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKK. Fuck you JQ. Fuck you.

This has been how I've been feeling these days.
If you've seen these somewhere before, You probably don't really need to read any of my future posts about /b/

This will probably be my 2nd last post before I leave for Malaysia, so here's something to remind me of what I need to blog about next. Sentosa 07S1.

Long holidays make me lazy

2008-12-13T00:39:00.016+08:00

Previous post looked biased because I only put up 1 friend. Hence, I shall balance it by puting up the rest of my awesome friends in random order :)

Josh

Fooling around

Angelina

Jia Hao

Khalil

Meng Chin

Zhi Lun

Wai Kit

Joanne

Azhar

Yu Xian

Sling

Asri

~~MY DOG~~ Chandru

I'm sure I might have forgot some people so theres the tagboard to remind me if I forgot

Centre of attraction :)

I'm hiring, banglas have special rates 0.001 Cents per hour

Innova Grad night

2008-12-03T20:23:00.018+08:00

Grad night was at Hilton Singapore, short walk from Orchard MRT

Personally I felt their service was bad, firstly they use the novice waiters whom did not seem like they were trained. Hotel no money to train waiters? Who the hell serves soup and spills quite a bit of it with every scoop, I serve better pls. Next, they chased ppl out of the ballroom fucking fast. Prom ended and then 5+ mins later, "Please leave the ballroom". WTFkthx ppl want stay around to take photo and only give them about 5 mins? -_- BALLS

So anyway, starting from the beginning, I met up with Andrew around 5 and we took a cab there. Reached the hotel at 5.30 when it was supposed to start at 7pm. I think it had nothing to do with someone being kanchoing and want to meet girlfriend early. So we camped at Mcdonalds until 6.30 when everyone else arrived.

Me and mah good friend Andrew, kanchoing freak :D

The theme for this prom was Jamais Fleur, something about blossoming flowers. Oh googling the theme name will most definately find myself some other Innova bloggers. Almost everyone don't like or care for the theme and so basically there wasn't really any flowers for the guys or girls except a few. Even 1 guy dress up as a Jedi, fucking funny.

Then theres the prom activities, the BARE minimum for a prom for it not to utterly fail. There was off course dinner followed by table games & performances by some juniors and some from the current batch. The band performances were nice background noise that no one cared about, the comedy act was rather bland and basically it would have probably made no difference if there was even a performance at all.

My table was served Malay food, the food was quite ok la but there wasn't anything outstanding about it. Seriously, a hotel should have higher standards, I could eat the same kind of food elsewhere at cheaper rates. AT LEAST IT WAS BETTER THAN EVSS PROM NIGHT FOOD.

Lucky draw was FREAKING AWESOME for 2 minutes.

First prize was a Xbox 360
2nd : Ipod something
3rd: i didnt give a fuck so i cant remember

Before the lucky draw -> JQ: I smell win in my ticket

MC: So now we will be announcing the number for the first prize
MC: ZERO
My table: WOOOWOOOWOOOWOOOHYAYYAYYAYYIDSOJFODSAFJOSDJF
MC: TWO
My table: OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
MC: NINE
JQ: YEEESAHHHHHHHHH I WIN
My table and the opposite table were cheering like mad lol.

Went up there to find out it was only special prize #1. Fucking MC never announce properly. Cheebaiface make everyone so excited for some vouchers. :(
THE EVENT WAS ALSO SO POORLY PLANNED THAT THEY DIDNT HAVE THE PRIZES ON HAND SO THAT MEANS I STILL NEED TO TRAVEL ACROSS SINGAPORE TO INNOVA IN WOODLANDS TO COLLECT. If it was the Xbox 360 I choing over collect straight away already, waste time. Damn waste time lol.

Then there's also the voting for Mr and Ms glamorous. The voting for Mr glamorous was rather normal so there isn't anything interesting. Well, Ms glamorous on the other hand was spectacular, it was a fight for the title between TWO of the hardest to pick between. Theres this hot chick and then theres #1 nerd of Innova. HARD PICK RIGHT? Not, off course everyone voted for the #1 nerd. Way to go Innova, you fucking fail, you voted for the #1 nerd in Innova to be voted hottest chick.

Even though I shoot the prom night so much, the event was without a doubt better than EVSS's grad night, the food was crapshit at EVSS one, the only few events that were hilarious then were the dressing up ones. The dressing up event during IJC's prom consisted of doing hair and uh nothing else. COOLIO?

So after prom we went around taking photos in the hotel lobby after being chased away from outside the ballroom for "disturbing my other customers" Then a few more photos before being chased away for "shh, this is a hotel you know" You got to love it when no doubt you are in the MOST FUN class in the whole of Innova. Seriously, I am lucky enough to get into this FUN class. :D Same as I did in EVSS when I got into 207. 207 is made of FUN AND FUN-TARDS.

Ok that was off-topic so continuing on, we went around trying to think of somewhere to go and ended up at Cineleisure. Then take a few photos then some went home. I went with the rest who didn't go home to this pub called alleyway - I think - for a drink. Its just along orchard road in front of some construction. I bet everyone sure got walk past before. Yeah 18 dollahs spent on a cocktail, I wish these shit were cheaper.

Oh fuck I just realised they didn't give us PROPER farewell gifts. WHO THE FUCK GIVES POST-ITS? -_-
Even the stingy EVSS gave this which is much better than post-its.
Stolen from cy's blog
But I fucking lost it last year, string broke or something, so anyone who actually has this but doesn't want it, GIVE ME.

EDIT: I heard someone else won a Swensens $10 voucher, I wonder if I might get something better.

Next post: My descent into /b/

This shall be the 199th post

2008-11-20T02:49:00.007+08:00

So for the 200th post which is next, I plan to have something special.

>Polls over<

Basically its a self explanatory post.
If you need examples of the posts. then

Picture posts
Non-fiction stories - I think I feel sad now that I think about this post. EXTREMELY SAD. Shit always happens to me.
Lulz and videos
Word of wisdom posts
For the lulz Don't forget ROW ROW FIGHT DA POWAH!

Note to self: Switch to different poll providers in the future, this one sucks

EDIT
Results

What do you think of the posts
Boring, post something more interesting (43%) : 3
Good, continue posting like normal (57%) : 4

Content you wish to see more of
Picture posts (12%) :5
Diary-like entries (15%) :6
Whining/Ranting of daily mishaps/happenings (24%) : 10
Non-fiction stories (7%) :3
Videos, Both original and linked (7%) :3
Those words-of-wisdom posts that I do once in a while (15%) :6
For-the-lulz related stuff (20%) : 8

So my blog seems to only have 7 viewers. I'm sure theres more than 7, all uncooperative :(
Is the quality that bad? Only 50% think its good enough.

Anyways, 10 of them voted for more whining and ranting. WTF?
I expected those to be the least but -.-

Anyway I forgot what was my EPIC 200th post supposed to be.

A lvls as good as oveeeeeer

2008-11-16T18:50:00.004+08:00

Physics paper 1 left
MCQ only, nothing really much to be super choingster to study now. Gaming time. Holiday mood!

Shoik ah holiday all the way untill 14 April, probably will rot for a damn long time. Might or might not be taking up jobs =/ Everyone reccomending me take up part time job sia.

NO, Pang Yao I'm NOT going to take up part time Otaku! Wtf kind of job is that sia lol.
Part time teacher? No Andrew, I don't think I can handle secondary/primary school kids!

Added a massive load of songs to the playlist and whilst doing so I remembered I haven't fully finished adding songs to my playlist for 5 years. I AM that lazy =/

ANYWAY, why all read my blog but never tag one. Euu all sux! :(