Too lazy

Im too lazy to do a proper update but heres something to show I'm still here

Love is not a Spectator Sport

I wonder how long have I neglected this blog.
I wonder if its just me or am I starting to put random phrases with random meanings as my post titles.


Holidays have started for me, nothing much special happening, playing games all the way, computer, soccer. Speaking of which. Today had quite a nice long time of soccer with the usual people :). Waking up at 8 am just to be early for the 12pm soccer game at the hidden court. Heh, I remember sleeping at 4 am the night before too. We played from 1pm till 4.30pm. It was fun. :)

Speaking about the holidays, my current life reminds me of the holidays after O levels. Was feeling super fucking great at first, then it just died slowly. I remember how pumped up I was after O levels, I remember when, I also remember why I was pumped up too... Hah, the stupid reasons. It kept me going all the way till december too. I really miss the past, even though I know there were sad moments.

Thinking back about the past, I've done quite many silly things. I can't really believe I've made it this far, even more than the current things I've achieved thus far. Getting into a JC.. Promoting... Completely controlled myself over certain matters that I couldn't even get over in secondary school. Then again maybe its my new enviroment.

I haven't really done a normal post for a long time. So I guess this is kind of the first one I've done in ages. Maybe its because I actually forgot why I made this blog, to rant and further improve my english beyond what it is now. Anyway I think I'll get on about that in my next post before this gets too long for there will be pictures which are LONG overdue, and I really do mean mean long, since its been about 1 year. HEHE.












The first picture my camera took and its second last photo during grad night. I hate my camera's battery life.







Raymond's house after a soccer gathering. Somewhere in december 2006. Yes thats a long time ago. lol

Literally a class photo. I think it was on teacher's day 2006. I can't remember i got it from who.

What makes you tick?

Finding out what makes a person tick would be interesting and probably challenging.

Recently I got back my report card slip or w/e. Well its rather ok since I passed enough subjects to promote. Rather surpised by these results too, thought I would fail more but great! I passed woot. Reminds me of the past when I get even shittier results and still move on. :)

The clock ticks as shit happens. It doesn't give a damn about anything. Except oily gear.

I wonder how many things have I missed my whole life, playing games seem to make me forget that theres no "save game" to fall back to after a mistake. I can't restart whatever I done wrong. Haiz, looking back I see so much that can be improved. I really want that restart button. Even with effort only a small fraction of stuff can be salvaged. If there was time travel, how nice would it be.

Theres that feeling that somethings that should have worked out didn't work out. Every now and then, it comes along and strikes me on the forehead. Damn. Just because of some lack of effort.

I been crypto talking so long. Its hard to just type out what I really mean... So a summary would be "I've been thinking about what I've done so far and whats been happening. I guess it would all turn out fine after a quick nap. And the world is unfair."

End of post. Byebye