Hmm

At least its all over and back to normal now. I don't think I ever experienced such stress before and its a good thing I don't have to anymore.
But still I have a few OTHER problems to handle, prelim 2, bullshit, etc.

I just am not sure what should I do now, so lost and confused. There are sometimes that its best when you say nothing at all. So I won't say what truly is bothering me, unless people really want to know. Blogs have always been a source of trouble if something personal or sensitive is posted.
But hey I know my friends are assholes and don't ask me. :( <- So heres this big sad face.

You are a stubborn fool who can't accept the truth even when it stands in front of you and declares its existence, dances, punches you in the face and then spits in it.
- Quote from a very very smart person. Me

Hello. Don't look for advice, then ignore it like a faggot just because it isn't pleasant.
- Quote from an even smarter person. Still me!

I just felt something

*Edited 31-07-2008* : A bit of confusion due to an badly formed sentence.

I feel lucky.

I lived through the ages of technological advancements, especially the commercial personal computers invention time. (I owned a 486) Now I own an Intel duo core. I love technology.

I have the best combination of teachers in Innova even though I actually still wanted to be in Tampines JC.
I love my GP teacher, I love my physics teacher, I love my economics teacher,I love myCLB teacher, chemistry teacher, maths teacher.

Off course ranked in no special order, I just put what came in my head first. There is no bias in this order of listing. There is no hidden message as well.
I like to not so like.

Woot.
Sometimes I wonder why I even picked Innova as one of my JC choices. Oh well, I guess it was an impulsive reason but still since I'm here and actually got an awesome combination of teachers, guess its only right to be happy and thankful.

I miss the time of jewels.
Heres what I consider jewels and gems.
Jewel - Large precious stone
Gem - Small precious stone

Theres been a lack of jewels recently, I hardly even feel as though I can dig for a jewel anymore, all I find are gems. As time goes by, more people unearth the limited jewels, then they brush away the little insignificant gems compared to the large jewels. Then I'm here looking at the gems.

In life people might lose these jewels/gems, there isn't another chance for a repick without consequence.
Maybe the first time you try to repick a jewel, all you feel might just be a sting, u might even feel like your heart got ripped out. Its different for everyone.
I tried picking up a jewel once, but it turned out that there was a bear trap under the jewel, I felt the pain then dropped the jewel. All I only did was that I touched the tip of it.

Caution towards jewels and gems, I suck at spotting traps I think or rather I tend to pick the wrong jewels/gems with traps. Trap affinity I guess. I wish I could just find another jewel to pick rather than a gem. Anyway I assign jewel/gems with different colours depending on the jewel I'm making reference to.

The only Jewel references that I made are the Green jewel and the Bear trap jewel.

By the way it was because of the Bear trap jewel that allowed me to try pushing myself to score L1R5: 14. It was more or less a wrongly motivated and childish reason but I'm happy with myself in the end.

Oh if you want to make speculations: Bear trap: 2003, Green: 2007
Go figure.

For you uninformed people, this is a bear trap.


Note: I HATE THE NOISE AT MY HOUSE THIS SUCKS. THEY ARE DRILLING AND DRILLING AND HAMMERING AND SHIT. Guess I might actually have to resort to staying in school if I want to study but I might end up bringing along something unpleasent, its called my laziness to study.


Off course if you know my blog posts well, I usually write at least ONE untrue sentence, go figure which. There might even be a hidden message in this post. Clue: ______
SHUT UP AND EAT SHIT

HAHAHA Anti Rape Tampons for girls. Ouch

I Never Hated The Chinese Language.

Stop assuming that just because I can't read or write chinese well means that I hate chinese. Only reading and writing are what I hate about it, in fact I'd rather speak in chinese to people. Somehow I find it better than English in a few ways. However, I actually do hate the chinese teachers I had for the past 4 years, China china china. -_-

Worst China teacher ever : Sun Zhao Liang
Most fun Chinese lessons: Sun Zhao Liang
Why? Minimum control over the class, He was a walking joke. We all love Zhao Liang.
More on him next time when I have time and actually remember what the fuck happens in his class everyday. Woops, cut down on vulgarities :)

Hmm, school is releasing me later and later. My memory is failing me as well, too much brain drain from school.
Next year going NS also, must start working much harder =/


Oh and if you were wondering. No! A China national did not force me to write this. Infact, they are too busy invading Singapore with scholars.
Did I ever mention I don't like Singapore being invaded?

Lazy to blog

School is a busy chore. Results of not studying are obvious. :(

Just tired out with the loads of crap I see around me. All sorts of stupid problems caused by stupid actions. Everytime this shit happens just because.
As I have said before, if you have problems with everyone. Its not their fault, its obviously yours. Oh why do humans exhibit such actions and not realise it =/

So many things confuse me even up till now. I might have found a new purpose that I think will make me actually cut down on playing for once or maybe not, time will tell.

Oh and Rolo should stop killing people. :( Poor Lelouch